You really think I caused our relationship to deteriorate? To be in a relationship you have to want to be in the same place. You never tried to be. To be in a relationship you have to not act like my father. You always tried to be. What was I supposed to do while you were gone all the time? Not try new things? Not hang out with my friends? Fuck you. The second you left for the summer you stopped being my boyfriend and more like my own personal police officer. Oh sorry I didn’t want that going into university. I wanted to have fun. Sure I would have loved to still be with you but at this point I’m over it. Even know you act like an authority figure and everything you send me sounds like you have a poll up your ass. You are seventeen, not forty. Stop trying to be mature when you obviously are not. If you were mature, you would stop telling people about our relationship. I lost all respect for you when you left me in an obviously hard time in my life. You stopped. So I have stopped caring about you. 

PS I didn’t love you when we took each others virginity. After the summer we had just gone through, I just wanted to get it over with before I left. Oops I forgot to mention that.